Of course you’re inadequate, because God works through our weakness. Of course you’re nervous. That’s humility. Of course it’s strange to be seen. Just think of how weird it was for the saints when God made miracles through them. But you’re also upset because you’ve been trying to live a lie. You know full well that you’re not less than anyone else. And here’s the deal: God didn’t make you anyone else. So there. You have to be yourself. If your gift is a trumpet, honey, do not try to make it play second fiddle. You will burn the house down hiding that light, and then where will you be? A light unshone will destroy instead of build. It will eat up your bones…